Be A Man Of Your Word. If You Say You're Going To Do Something, Do It.

"Be A Man Of Your Word. If You Say You're Going To Do Something, Do It.
So, Be Careful What You Say You're Going To Do.
Because If You Say It, A Real Man, Does It."

So if I say I want to kill myself, I have to do it to be a real man?
a worthwhile man?
a good man?

What if I'm just trying to express all the pain I have inside?
What if I just need someone to help me and I could be free of the pain?
Do I still need to die?

Inflexible.
So many of our beliefs are so...inflexible.
It makes for very Brittle People.
I can feel this dryness,
this crustiness,
inside myself.